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Name: Jessie
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Dayton
Birthday: 5/14/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: being skinny, losing weight, building muscle any way I can
HW: 185
CW: see post
GW1: 175 (done)
GW2: 165 (done)
GW3: 155 (done)
GW4: 145 (done)
GW5: 135
UGW: 125
Expertise: eating too much, being lazy, etc
Occupation: student
Industry: automotive technology
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/9/2005
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| Just a short note to let you all know that this site is no longer going to be my pro-ana site... I'm leaving this site for all my automotive stuff but please see my mew site seeXmyXbones if your interested. That site is for charting my weight-loss, so feel free to leave any comments/notes there...
Thanx
Jess
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| Im afraid to check... I think my body is out of forgiveness, so I probably am gaining at this point. I have a goal to update @ least every other (if not every) day. I need all the help and support I can get.
N-E-ways I went for a walk for about an hour trying to clear my head. Lately it seems like everything I touch gets screwed up and somehow I've become very very scatterbrained. And being the engine builder that I am, I CANT let that happen, I cant afford to. *sighs* I dunno what's wrong with me lately. I forget stuff way too easy and I lose my train of though even easier. It soo incredibly frustrating. well I'm going to bed, cuz I have to work tomorrow and fix some of the stuff that I've screwed up on lately. L8R...
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| Hello everyone..
I'm actually surprised that i haven't gotten back up into the 150s. For the last couple of weeks or so I basically have eaten whatever/whenever I want. But every time I eat I feel like I should have done more to stop myself from eating. I haven't gotten anywhere by eating and I feel like if I don't make some serious progress soon I'm just going to give up all together and somehow become happy with my weight. I DON'T WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH MY CURRENT WEIGHT!!! I want to be thin! I want to be like my 3 sisters that never weighed much more than 100lbs in their life. I don't feel comfortable looking at myself in the mirror anymore. I hate the way I look and I want to change it. I want to be thin, thin, thin. That's all I care about anymore... I need to go workout and get ready for school. So far:
B: a bowl of cereal (250?) (probably less, but to be on the safe side...)
L: nothing
D: TBA
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| I've decide that I'm going back to eating 1/2 of a slimfast bar 4x a day (thats 400 cals total). It seemed to work the best and it was easy to take to work so I'm going to do that for the next week or so until I start losing weight again. I'm soo scared to step on the scale cuz i've really let myself go the last few weeks. how depressing *sighs* I wish I could just hate the taste of food. that would make my life soo much easier.
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| hello everyone... I just got done "working out" and I feel like i could've worked out harder than I did. So far today I've had:
B: 1/2 bagel w/ very little cream cheese (185); water (0)
L: TBA
D: TBA
Well I'm going to the park and run for a bit. Its surprising how sore I got just from climbing on the jungle-gym but thats how I got super sore. L8R...
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